pre-destined

i am drowning baby..

deep 

deep

deep

deep

 deep....

its unlimited...

its un-ending.

its full of colors

red blue yellow orange,

its all very deep, in blues,

its all very cold, yet unfelt,

its all very smooth, yet very light,

its all like i am diving in air, its all like i am feathery...

close ur eyes,

close them,

and float in it, with me, hand in hand,

speak not, care not, worry nothing, see not,

i am all here hand in hand, floating with u,

breathing every moment, feeling it, feeling u...,

somedays passed so heavily, i look back at them,

i look around up, down , front and back, all the way, i twist,

and i see nothing, find nothing,

but a space,

where i can write and make shapes, 

of my choice

and than erase them in a second,

like  clean slate,

my mind needs and craves,

like glimpse of moments pass in front of my thoughts,

in rapid of minutes, in swiftness of seconds,

variable,

many ,

variable,

many,

many ,many...........

i am not in desire of anythng,

 but to fly away,

like a rocket does,

unseen of the travelling adventure,

never anticipatingf what moment comes in,

what second encaptures him,i want to fly away like this,

away from all bonds,

all religions,

all norms...

i am destined to fly, and its all pre- destined!!! 

hiramalik