falling of curtains fo never to rise again!!

I AM NOTORIOUS..
DO U KNOW..?
NO..
I JUST THOUGHT U BEING PLAYING WITH MY EMOTIONS fo sake of enjoyment
so i cared not much of ur irritating acts...
my heart is blipping?\
can ufeel?
no..
i thought u are having some cardiac problem...
tears dropping by..
u are ruthless, i am notorious and than u say..
cant u see at ur shameful act....
i am not sorry,
fo i cant change my ruthlessnes,
it arisese as soon as i look at ur face..
shud i veil it,
or disfigure its contour...
i dnt know
just stay quiet....






night was falling like some curse was mounting
and all of sudden the silence inside y heart started staring at the sky full of stars like a madman...
how can i hide this pain inside, it has gone overflow , it has gone uncontrollable, and i am finding no peace..wat to do and wat not, but to scream aloud.. they will lissenn than and will make fun of me...
no,,
stay quiet
stars already know ur secret.. its enuff.....



'raising voice, making slogan loudly on empty dark streets, he kept on crawling with his shadow behind,under veil of thick dark sheet-- heavy sleepers so engrossed in their false dreams that volcano erupted and seas covered dry lands after the voice hid itself in oak of silence,,,
y they open eyes once the disaster is over--
i dnt know,
my wisdom not working..
y?
have u recalled my face again?
how cud u, wen i have poured acid on it...

curtains fall...


evening has meerged in face of dark and my heart is lurching  like a tremble leaf in an autumn season that is leaving and spring is reluctant to leave the deaprting hand--








pauses are not meant to be played wen words are needed the most-- it can make such an irrepairable break that centuries of healings would create no cure..


i know, that u know,
and i also know that u have closed ur eyes, banned ur ears, for u are in ur state of hesitancy.. u fear my hands, my lips, my words, for u are sure ull fall in my feet forever...


curtains fall...


voice behind...


jaagtay rahoo logo, jaagtay raho logo...
loud noises( as someone is screaming out of sheer helplessness, and than curtains fell down fo never to rise again )