i wrote them with all my heart, under stream of severe emotion, flowing under pain, i decorated them with heaviness i adore, with love i endure.... and suddenly light went off from the face of earth , and stars hid their faces....
O my lord, such restlessness this night is keeping today, i am amazed by the thunder in its silence....
this heart all drenched with song of love, even if i try to get over with it, ill die with it.. such is the intensity but the presence never be felt, like an air that moves in between silently..
i kept my heart silent, mouth uttered always harsh words, i kept its sanctity and pride too high to beg, yet it begged in sheer helplessnes.... O god, y din clouds depart the face of sky and revealed its nakedness when on earth i beged fo this divine love?
y hearts have to be pained, when the dweller only adore love? y in so many y's and answers infinite ,it still stays un-answered waiting fo its lover to node? i ask u y u let me wander wen ur origion was love, when ur purpose was love,when u preached the lesson of love, when all these scriptures are based on love, when propecy originated from love, when drunkardnes of dervish is eternal fo love? than y such pain...''O SWEET. taste the harm this sugar contain, ull even enjoy the poison in blood,...its thirst un- limited, pain un- ending, un- bearable yet undesirable..'
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i look back, and i look forward, yet i wish to stay in between..yes the destination does matter, but this pain is more sweet to me.. guess wat one day these stars wud never decorate the breast of sky and morning of everyday wud never get pregnant with charm of sunlight, even than ill drench my each pore with this pain, fo it has charm more than the story of cinderella and lesson it has taught me such , no dervish wud have learnt in his un- ending whirling!!!
hiramalik
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