thankfulness!!!

my fingers tap over the sound of music,
i m flying today again,
sky is red,
waters are deep blue,
and my eyes are closing again to drown in ur hue!!

i smile and smile endlessly,
such a flow my heart singing,
such smoothness my soul is feeling,
after a long long time , today i kissed the emerging sun,
and birds brought the crown of soothness to my broken heart,
such is the calmness i am dwelled in after a decade's burn!!

i am free, today and forever,
my wings long to kiss the face of fresh air,
i walk , i dance, i talk, i dance,
a vibration is overwhelmed, a longing intense,
i was oblivious of the strength,
until this love burnt me in my length,
and words are the weekest source to express,
come drwon deep in my soul,
hold my heart, sense my smile,
ull feel how much distance i covered so while!!


hiramalik

i know, someday!!

sun beam filtering through the glass window of my room,

coldness inside, as if this light would b frozen in its way,

ahh, the soft stream of flute echoing in my ear,

and many memories passing by, dancing quickly!

come across my door, someday , when sky clear, clouds not hazy,

and tears of rain not bathing the dry lands,

come with ur heart walking on this thin strand,

in between love and fate, in between hatred and death in shape!!

someday ill fly away, out of this golden cage,

i know my feathers no more wet and heavy,

and sun of every day energize me more,

i know ill fly soon,

but i desired never of breaking of this built up nest,

the hue of moving green leaves still freshens up my dying thoughts,

that brokenness  this love made!!

colors make their shape every moment,

when i think of u,

but ur face has blurred out, like some old song,

i nomore remember lyrics, only forgotten tone stays....

blithe of formed shape, i encircle with pain of constant agony,

i am burdened with two faiths, i am a worshiper of altered ways,

but someday,

ill fly on dry clouds far away,

and memories would nomore haunt me in my smiles,neither in nights nor in departing days!!

hiramalik

somehwre inside incomplete

in summers, blossom of upcoming spring
swings in my front door.
and i ask the autumn , y my words diminishing?
tonight, my mind occupied with those spent moment
still i wonder how the fresh air plays outside with dark leaves?
carnival, yes a carnival,
farewell create to my burning heart
like a fading long night outside in stream!!
describe my un-uttered sleepy words
awaken them up
yes i want to scratch the pain out of me...!!


hiramalik

bleeding chords!!

my hearty is like a morning star
of fresjh morning with new feels of a newly wed
fearing, sheepish, shy and wat not
the aroma of new sense, the freshness in cozy trench,
it wanders in its well, drenched!!

the commoners of hearts, no wander
create wanderers,
i plucked the string, and it was broken in dreams those stink...
with smoke i sing songs of those folks
who never understood the talks of wisdom, fo they already surrendered!!

i am shy, and feared again after spending so many years
like a bird in cage, a sun encased ,
clouds do thunder to wake me up from my sober weep
the golden crown of last night;s trace . stance me in heap. in pain!

again i am playing the cords, though my fingers bleed
in hope of some tones to create, some lyrics to sweep!

substantial!!

yes it is around the corner of my eyes, tey weep like a new born child!!

gigantic!!

not less than the pinhole
!!

ode to seasons i live in!!

un these revolving of four seasons
i stay un aware, careless i9n my own feels
drenched in waterfall of comings of revealations to my heart,
and i hold and smell the glowing buds
they erupt every nite with birth of litt;le star..
near my foot end, autumns fall
and in my dreams i wander in fields green;
and the beating of heart fill me with charm of summers,
when my tears fall in cold long nights of silent winters;
i wrap myself in my seasons
where i wander, giggle ,stay in my own reasons...!!


hiramalik

unrevealed!!!

a velvet feel or a hard desire

i just linger on in between ,in search,

yes its in intense mode, behind the open doors

and my vision is getting narrow to the point of deep sleep..

o lord i pray , i bend my head,

but still i dnt knw

wat to say;

my heart  sparks, my soul barks,

unknown enigma is still unsolved;;

quieteness,!! can anyone comprehend u,

i lissen loud music to overwhelm ur wonder...

souls if nt beaten in search of search,

its like a useless candle unburnt..

i desire to go away, rush away, scream loud

and loud 

and loud,

but the edges too sharp to gallop

to swallow this whole gulp........

lights at nights cover the warm streets

in hot nights,

and i see vivid colors, smiling ,silent, blurred..

like a gypsy i everynight measure those paths

again and again

same those measurements i calculate

till i fall sleep.

wat is use of writing, repeating those harsh blowing words again and again

everyday i ask, every day i need my heart to explain..

y not these tears now find their ways,

the heaviness is eating me up,  and i am loosing my ways,..

i am fed up trying and pretending,

skies up there now ask me nothing in satire,

the taunts in its eyes, the laughs in its thunder

now i drink even when i am on spark of fire..

destruction is done, wat are u finding more to surrender,

let go away in different world,

or wrap the cold pathways,

my feet numb;

walking is done, running is made,

i lost my insanity in desire to become sane;

and when everythng is evaporated ,

i am here still lingering on but fainted!!

hiramalik