i ran naked for i knew there is no one around for me to get embarassed in this vast warm desert...sky was clear ,blue,clean and Sun was in rage.... I shouted n my voice echoed back to me,whispering me words in my own strange voice... I screamed my name, n my name was strange to me...who m i? Where i stand''? Do i exist? Do i exist in real world? Or i m a shadow of my real statue' ? What is reality? Do reality actually is a reality? How can i differentiate between a dream n reality? M i dreaming? My senses went out of control n my intellectual lost the reign...my body galloped, i jerked my soles burning but still senseless, n i ran -yes i ran, like a painter stroke on clean canvass, i ran like a madman, wdout ny fear of consequences, without any desire of destination, without any thought of being mocked at....
Silence, come inside me,
Breathe my breath, speake my speeches,
I dance like a madman, n my fingers entagles the universe,
On tiptoes, i swirl, in silence, i feel!
World is a beauty, n my heart is forgetting each n every played beat,
The virginity of each lyrics,i m leaving behind,
Loosing its heat..
N sparks are turning to ashes, my mind burning little by little,
My soul yearning slow n slow,
N i m holding onto the last pace,
To burn down or fly away,
As,
Skies n earths r swirling again on speed,
N i m running short of words,in this little seed!
To my spiritual teacher Paulo Coelho, n for his new book ''Aleph''....
Hiramalik
Saturday, October 1, 2011
angels of dark will bid u bye
O the god of earth,
Fire in ur heart is upsetting me now,
The spark i bargained is extinguuishing,
And my land is getting barren day by day...
O the father of sky,
I am thirsty for ur rage,
My lap is shaky for the tear drops in turn,
And world is sleeping in oak of ignorance!
O the healer of hearts, my soul smouldering the innate desire,
And this flame is darkening my eye sight,
The pain is mounting high and high,
and pleading for the thunders of winters in heart of summers, Sigh!
And kiss my lips, for i am leaving forever,
In this dark shield of night, with fierce winds of north,
Light will reveal itself soon
And angels of dark will bid u buy!
Hiramalik
Fire in ur heart is upsetting me now,
The spark i bargained is extinguuishing,
And my land is getting barren day by day...
O the father of sky,
I am thirsty for ur rage,
My lap is shaky for the tear drops in turn,
And world is sleeping in oak of ignorance!
O the healer of hearts, my soul smouldering the innate desire,
And this flame is darkening my eye sight,
The pain is mounting high and high,
and pleading for the thunders of winters in heart of summers, Sigh!
And kiss my lips, for i am leaving forever,
In this dark shield of night, with fierce winds of north,
Light will reveal itself soon
And angels of dark will bid u buy!
Hiramalik
possibly if!
i were able to drown in an ocean, and achieve all my sorrows back in turn of happiness in debt!
small stars!
shining like an armour in pitch dark night, and its un-ending in heart of sleeper,tired of sleeping in honour of old forgotten moments!
borrow
streets are crowded with another world, and homes are flowing hopefully to the burning volcanoe!
greece
ur eves are drowning and saddening note from that litlle bar is pouring me in a red wine..my throat is full of words but my heart has forgotten that little note!
romance
how romantic it is to discard ur vessel with those thousands of un-finished dreams, and sail upon the harbors of reality, hand in hand with grossness of world...how romantic?
surronded by
those neglected thoughts, but the repitation of that single dream is making me sick....
broken
u r a beggar, a dust in dust,
An ash of fire,
A forgotten line,
A fading memory,
for u beg for love, a flame for ur bargained heart, an eye for ur thirsty soul,
A beggar who can nvr own sky, nor ny particle of dust,
A forgotten tale,
A madman's voice,
A voice un-heard,
A broken flute....
even,
More lower down urself,
U are of no worth...
Hiramalik
An ash of fire,
A forgotten line,
A fading memory,
for u beg for love, a flame for ur bargained heart, an eye for ur thirsty soul,
A beggar who can nvr own sky, nor ny particle of dust,
A forgotten tale,
A madman's voice,
A voice un-heard,
A broken flute....
even,
More lower down urself,
U are of no worth...
Hiramalik