am i worn out!!

wat is the feeling of tiredness,ask me,as the old roots of tree gets worned out yet they have to stay there intact with that  tree until are lost total or decayed or cut out.....when it departs ,the morning sun, it settles down deep inside me like a leech sucks blood uncared,like inspite of all efforts a firefly cant overcome the dark demon of night,like inspite of all music and colours u are deaf coz of those screams and loud sounds deafening u from inside....


they say,write words of hope.....tell them do i wrie for them??


i write coz i feel its the part of me that  i cant keep more inside me,or if ill keep it inside for long,it will be a rotten feel....


hope is inside my each blood,otherwise i wont have survived in this dirty  mud...wont have breathing with liberty and cheerfulness when all around i see deception,blood,robbery,lies,homicide,suicide,theft, hurt,hatred,cruelity....


what u feel,u express it out in some or other ways...


music,
writings,
tunes,
walks,
reading,
silence,
act,
photography,
religion,
running,
crying,
talking,
hibernation,
and so the ist goes on...


i only write,,and u say write hope....do i have to let this only breath of mine at stake of norms,rules and again on some basis???

hiramalik