Dependency!!

i used to stay on my own,with walks straight,heads high and nothing on my mind..like a wild wind, sometimes ,we even scratch away our dreams,silent our hearts...coz the ego pillars stands so high that cant even we can understand the theory of our little mind,the wishes so tiny......i kept on slicing the words with my own made up intellect,and than at the end of last peel,i fell on the ground in search of dependency....

i counted feet many passing by,some of them marked the footprints on my face...my body ached daily,but i kept on finding the sound of that anklet i thought could survive me.....like a flash of running scenes ,sometimes we drive our own life in fast forward motion to find any happy moment that could wash away the affects of self created constant miseries hat comes in heaps in search of dependency...

i stepped off the rug in temple, and i hooked on the gypsy tribe insearch of some othetr faces....in sounds of harsh winds, and than from dazzling sun to light moon, like a camel i kept on moving...but back in my mind i couldnt forget the hue of that rug, where every day i used to sit on ,in search of the face of true nature that cud lissen and understand without replying even...

i used to enjoy when in empty room my sound used to echo back .. how it feels when u can hear the intensity,the tune of ur uttered words, with sense of emotion ur ear catches and ur mind actually understands once ur tongue is silent..... but i learnt ,sometimes silnce is better than uttered words for the words create havoc that cant be removed...the reistance of their meanings is impactful like a craving on  hard rock...

i dusted away today the words of dependency, for now i wantto change the taste of my mouth...bitterness too much and i need a little sweeteness!!

hiramalik